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Living with Bipolar can be paralyzing at times. It is truly one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with in my life. The crazy up and down mood, lack of sleep and stress is overwhelming. On top of going to school.
I really wish is was a blog about how I overcame it, but unforntly it is not. I am yet to do that. Every time I think I am better. I am not.
I feel good for a bit and am so happy and then once again here comes the bipolar to ruin my happiness and bring me back to where I started.
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Hey!
So I've always wanted to Vlog but the truth is, it'd be super boring! I work 6 days a week, so the Vlog would consist of me getting ready for work, and then coming home and sitting around the house until bedtime, and then start all over again. I'm a hairdresser, and obviously I can't Vlog at work, and the truth is not many people actually know that I make YouTube videos in my personal life.
I have always wanted to make more personal posts, real where I say how I truly feel about things, so I thought why not blog? Almost like an online diary that others can read and get to know me a little more.
So here we go
January 16th, 2016
I defiantly just wrote 2015 and then had to change it lol.
Intro
So a little about me. Well I'm 21, Canadian. I live just outside of Ottawa with my boyfriend of 4 years, we've lived together for the past 2 years. We've recently moved into the place we live in now, it's much bigger than our first place, we love it :).
We have a pet rabbit named Daisy, he's about 2 years old (I think, if not he's just under 2).
I am a hairdresser, or hairstylist whichever you want to call it, some people are very particle over which they are called, I don't really care lol. I've been a hairdresser since August, that's when I finished hair school, and was lucky enough to be hired right out of school by the salon that I did my placement for school at. So far I love it, I just love the feeling a woman gets when you give her a beautiful cut or colour, you can just feel her confidence.
I used to to think I needed a really "important job". I usually went to school to be a Child and Youth Worker, I thought it was going to change the world. Half way through the year I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1. I always knew something was wrong with me, but never knew where to go for help, being in the field of mental health for school I found resources.
Once I found out I was Bipolar I dropped out of school, I thought the sick couldn't help the sick and I would never be able to do it (very wrong, actually a lot of mental health professionals, do have mental illness's and it helps them to be better at their job).
I did always want to be a hairdresser when I was younger, but put those dreams aside to be an "important" person. I've since realized that being a hairstylist is important, it helps people so much with their self esteem, so indirectly I am making a small difference.
I don't really know what else to say about myself.
Oh I'm a redhead, so beware I have no soul LMAO.
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